Inspired by *MorbidiaMorthel work Night Quest and ~tb-black work The other Half into Me
This picture is also dedicated to this two extremely talented artists...



This is also a very special work for me...
It's my own way of saying that finally I'm letting go of a love that was destroying me...
A love that was (in a certain way) a part of a dream that died long ago but that I didn't want to believe it had ended...
Every single detail of this manipulation has a meaning, nothing was done randomly... that's probably why it took me almost 4 days to finnish... I wanted to find the right kind of stock to make just as I wanted...
I guess that I came out quite nice... at least I loved the final result...
I hope you like it too





"If shame had a face I think it would kinda look like mine
If it had a home would it be my eyes
Would you believe me if I said I'm tired of this
Well here we go now one more time

'Cause I try to climb your steps
I try to chase you down
I try to see how low I can get down to the ground
And I try to earn my way
I try to change this mind
You better believe that I am trying to beat this

So where will this end
It goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keeps spinning around
I know that it won't stop
'Til I step down from this for good

I never thought I'd end up here
Never thought I'd be standing where I am
I guess I kinda thought that it would be easier than this
I guess I was wrong
Now one more time

'Cause I try to climb your steps
I try to chase you down
I try to see how low I can get down to the ground
And I try to earn my way
I try to change this mind
You better believe that I am trying to beat this

So where will this end
It goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keeps spinning around
I know that it won't stop
'Til I step down from this

Sick cycle carousel
Sick cycle, yeah
Sick cycle carousel
This is a sick cycle, yeah

So where will this end
It goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keeps spinning around
I know that it won't stop
'Til I step down from this for good

Where will this end
It goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keeps spinning around
I know that it won't stop
'Till I step down from this for good

Sick cycle carousel, sick cycle carousel, sick cycle carousel"

"I try" by Lifehouse



Credits:

Female model: *Tasastock [link]
Male model: ~LitiL-DiviL-Stock [link]
Skirt: =Falln-Stock [link]
Dagger: ~ToxicStocks [link]
Mirror: ~lillyfly06-stock [link]
Veil: *faestock [link]
Drapes: `lockstock [link]
Background & skulls: ~anaRasha-stock [link]
Texture: =Princess-of-Shadows [link]
Hair brushes: ~trisste-brushes [link] | *ro-stock [link] | *WCS-Wildcat
Bird brushes: *flordelys-stock [link]
Mist brushes: ~spiritsighs-stock [link]
Other stock used: Sxc.hu [link] | [link] | [link] | [link]







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